May 22nd 2008
May. 22nd, 2008 03:26 pmThought and Memory
New words: 2,121
Total words: 64,408
Listening/watching: Nothing
Total words for the year: 218,812
Weird day in my brain. I really didn’t want to write. I was plotting reasons to give myself a day off.
And yet I found myself sitting down with the laptop at the usual time. Write a thousand words, thought they were pretty decent. Took a break for lunch, as usual. Didn’t want to write again. Sat down again and churned out the rest of the word count.
Life as a writer is downright weird. There’s this reluctance to write some days, even when the words come easily. It makes no sense to me, but then again, few things in human psychology do.
(Meanwhile, my cat is sitting staring at me for no good reason, having spurned a perfectly good sunbeam to come and sit on the couch. I don’t understand cat psychology either. I suspect that cats have no idea about it, too.)
I’m definitely approaching the downward slope of this book. The space between here and the end is still nebulous - this is where i envy people who outline before writing. It’s like digging away at something buried, every day I unearth a small part of it.
[cross-posted from my website]