And back to it
Nov. 7th, 2011 04:49 pmToday, for the first time in a long time, I wrote. 1,200 words, and they were easy and they are good. And lo, I am happy.
I’ve lost pretty much a solid month to this awful flu, and the fatigue aftermath. Last week, the flu itself was mostly passed, but I was hit with bone-crushing fatigue. Which meant that pretty much everything stopped. On the worst days, I couldn’t read or focus on anything for more than five minutes. True lost days.
Somewhere in there, ideas for Bone Girls started to come together. I’m not certain of the story, but the general shape of its protagonist is starting to emerge. Ideally, I’d like to have an outline put together by the time I finish this draft of Never, so I can go onto working on the first draft. Yes, I appear to have become an outline writer.
We finally managed writer’s group this weekend (it had been delayed twice because I had been sick). It was still hard, because I was one with the fatigue and fever (and spent part of the evening lying on the floor because of it). I didn’t get much actual writing done, but just being with the other writers is something that feed my soul. I have wanted a good writing group for so long, and I feel so damn blessed to know these people. We’re all very different writers with different methods and inspiration, but they all feed me, and they’re all so damn talented with what they do.
Today I am tired, but it’s mostly lack-of-sleep-tired, not bone-crushing fatigue (and yes, they are two different things, and anyone who’s dealt with a fatiguing illness will know the difference). Despite the sleepiness, I managed to clean the house, deal with laundry (and jag getting it all dry around rain), cuddle the kidlet a lot, nap while he did and begin the process of catching up on everything that I’ve put off for the last month. I have a lot of Aurealis reading to do, for one thing, which means that a few other things (like my Her Worlds and Words project) are going to get put on the backburner for a while.
It is good to be writing again, oh yes.
Mirrored from Stephanie Gunn.